Aging gracefully...

Yeah rite, sounds like I am how old only....... Anyway, I am retyping my entry as as usual when I was at home blogging, I clicked "Publish Post" and suddenly my laptop hang, and all was gone...

OK, thanks to all those people who made my day with all your wishes. Thanks for taking the effort to msg me, even though some of you might have been reminded by others or even friendster, I was still touched and honoured. And Nan, I can so hear the Crescent style bday song, although usually it ends with hugs from everyone. I'm 23... although yeah, I am still 18 at heart. Betul! Anyway there are wishes from unexpected people, and they were nice surprises. It is nice when you least expect it.

Anyway, even on my birthday, I had to work OT. Had to do some transcripts, which was supposed to be complteted by afternoon, but it was harder than I expected. Gosh, sometimes I really cannot make out what these Kn people are talking about. And sometimes, I just scolded them out of frustration while doing the transcript. If you were in the office nest door, you could have heard me sprouting profainities... But well, that was after office hours and everyone was gone and it was dark outside. Then, of all the thing that could have happened, guess what, I tried sending the almost completed (left the parts I couldn't make out blank) transcript to K office and the server was down!! Gerammmmmmmmm....! Betul2 test patience. And, I hurt my leg/foot, nothing serious but it was bloody.

Ok, as usual, on birthdays you will sit down and think about your life. I have got no time to think thru as much as I used to, cos I always got work on my mind. I can be quite a workaholic. But here are some thoughts that went thru my mind... What I want in life, beside leading a meaningful one. I dun want to grow old and then look back and regret the things that I do or dun do, and also feel like I haven't attain anything. I wanna be able to share the meanings of life, my experiences, my memories, with my children and grandchildren (OK, ni dah jauh nah fikir.... ). I still dun really know what I want in life, still unclear... But there are people who only know what they want later on in life, some even when they are old. However, at least I feel that I do know what I dun want... and that's quite good enough for me, for now... Still learning, still figuring, still becoming...

GG, thanks for the "P". It was sweet.. and no, it's not the best present you gave me. Hahah, the best one which still makes me laugh whenever I look at it were the cards. Thanks for making this day a different one compared to the rest. It's been a year since the incident, and you have changed a lot I realise.. Many things can happen in a year. Aahhhh, I know what I feel like doing now, going thru the things I did in my 22nd year.

- graduated, alhamdulillah...
- went to India, the furthest country I went to... and the longest stay away from home
- got a job
- went to Perak with a good fren, with a rombongan of makciks and pakciks and small kids