Pieces Of Me...

It's been a real long period of events lined up for me, mostly unexpected, and emotional. Been like that lately yah..

I apologised to all my beloved friends whom I haven't got time to catch up with lately. I really missed all of you man. My other job suddenly caught up with me, reports to write and another project to run. Urgh, and they haven't paid me 2 months' salary!!

Anyway, first, one of my hamster died. If you'd only knew how I felt then... I buried it in the wee hours of the morning, downstairs.

Jazi's grandmother passed away on 21st Sep, 2350hr. I was there when she took her last breath.

She has been in hospital for many weeks due to renal failure and other complications. She was actually discharged but was hospitalised again because of her poor condition. Well, I personally believed that she had renal failure due to the fact that they misdiagnosed her with lupus about 7 years back. Imagine for that period, she had to take medicine for a condition she never had. And then suddenly after 6-7 years, they happily informed that she did not have lupus. WTF? For an old lady, with an already weak system, 6 years of medication that your body didn't need could cost a lot of harm. And what did they do about that? Nothing! Anyway, at least she's no longer suffering. Water was coming out from her pores, literally dripping, because her kidneys could not remove the water. I can say, it was a stressful period for the whole family. Imagine having to go down to the hospital everyday. And his mum was the only child left, so there was no one to alternate with. Furthermore, they just started the canteen stall... so it was an even more stressful period.

That Thursday morning, Jazi actually asked me to help clean his house due to his mum's request. In the afternoon, she called and asked him to stop everything and go down to the hospital, doctor said that she would only have till that evening to live. Later that evening, we went out to buy food for the mum because she wanted to stay over and didn't want to leave the grandma alone. Well, not long after, she called Jazi to inform that his grandma only had 7 minutes left. It was quite accurate you know, I ran down after parking my car, and rougly a couple of minutes later, she passed away. Inna lillahi wa inna illaihi rajiun...

She might not be my own grandmother but I still treated her like one, and I know she also looked upon me as her grandchild. I will always pray for her.

Well, now I am recovering from food poisoning. It was quite bad yesterday. I vomitted like 3 sink-fuls of stuff, had diarrhoea whole day. Must be the Beach Rd food, there goes my high regards for the food there. I did not eat at all during sahur yesterday and also during buka, can you imagine how slim I am now. I even feel lighter, in the head lah... Finally just now I could bring myself to eat during sahur. Hopefully, it'll get better tomorrow. Now still have the need-to-go-toilet tendency.