Problem no enough?

Bugger, had to settle some problem with this thing that I am going to embark on in the near future. Thankfully it's settled, but looks like the embarkation will be slightly later than expected. Takperlahh.... so Izal, you better get it done in one shot ah, and save money coz we'll need it for our big project ;p May eh...

Anyway, realised that I will be a year older soon, sooner than expected, and I haven't even gotten comfy with my number this year. With these bigger numbers come bigger responsibilities and bigger challenges to overcome, more complicated issues to tackle... sigh.. I am seeing it now man. When you were in school, your only concern mainly is to do well in school, stay out of trouble and NOT get caught while in town (memories... sigh) but now it has moved on to how you allocate your money to ensure balances in your expenses, savings and other stuffs, have you started saving for bigger things in life, retirement and blah blah, whether you are satisfied with what you are doing and if not, how and when to move on without causing a major stop in your life, whether it's feasible to do certain things you want to do because you're no longer a teenager who can just do a stop and rewind and record over and in all this, you are an adult and you don't want to still be burdening your parents.

Anyway, I think I am losing my drive, becoming more laid-back and can't be bothered.. It's bad. And the thing is it's not only GG who said that, my FA also said that. Is it really true? Sighhh... Must really get out of here.