Mini jalan raya wif Crez gals

Saturday, had a mini raya outing with the ex-2/7 malay gals, after Jiej's open house. Wasn't really planned, but it was fun.. Didn't need to squeeze as badly as we did into Kamal's car, unlike the previous year. Certain things still hasn't changed much. How we incessantly teased each other and put each other down (more in the name of fun, but never meaning any of those mean stuff we said... *ponders hard* ;p)

Anyway, NANA, I hope you managed to get here already...

Ah well, thought that girl a few more things she needed to know about her phone, some people can just be soooo technologically lembab *grins*

However, on top of the things that haven't changed much, it saddens me to realise that some things have changed, other than the fact that we have grown up (have we really?)....

Or maybe it's just me, being someone who looks at friendship in a very idealistic point. No matter how much things have happened, I still do and I still get sad when I think of certain things that have happened to some of my relationships and wondered where have it gone wrong. In a particular case, I really didn't think that anything went wrong, and I refused to believe why the other person would do so. I felt guilty that I actually pretended not to see her even though she was so near cos (as much as I refused to believe this), she would somehow give me that she just want to get away vibes which makes me sad all over again. A few have told me to just forget it, but I just can't maybe because she was such a dear friend, even if it was for a while. Even if we have nothing in common anymore, does it hurt to just give me a smile when you see me, does it hurt to reply my smses when I asked how you were, does it even hurt to inform us of the big event that is taking place in your life? Your friendship does mean a lot to me, even if mine doesn't to you..

I have always thought that friendship is one of the most wonderful things. Even though friends don't agree, they accept. They forgive (and forget, though at times, forgetting takes a longer time). They may not meet everyday, every week, ever month, but when they do, things just continue where they left off.. They will be there when you really need them. At times, they can even sense that there is something wrong with you and will drop all other things just to talk or meet up, and be there. Even after you make stupid mistakes in your life, friends are willing to still hang around. Even if you refused to heed their advice and as a result, fall, they'd still continue to catch you. Even after you have disappointed them and you came saying you need help, they'd still want to help. That's what friendship is about and more... Sigh, maybe too idealistic but let me look at it that way. Anyway, just to say thank you to all my friends.