Reflecting back on myself...

I've been thinking... Is it wrong for one to be selfish at times? To want something, just for the sake of onself and not because of others? Just once in a while...? *Sigh* Ah well, forget it...

Anyway, I've been feeling kinda lonely, kinda out of place, though I am not quite sure, where am I feeling out of place... just feeling that way. Feeling disconnected, with myself, with people... Dun think it's PMS, that was just over.. then what? It's not me to be feeling this way, or is it? I feel like just going out, lepak, but no company, or just that I refused to seek company, maybe I just wanna feel this way. Hmmm...

I know! I need to be pampered.. For now, I shall seek solace in my books. Been reading quite a bit lately, almost back to the old days when I used to read like crazy, and my grandma had to bug me to eat. Heh.

Anyway, let's not get negative feelings all over this blog, focus on happy thoughts. The recent project just finished, alhamdulillah. Completed all 120. Thought it just wouldn't hit there man, last week, stress till pimple outbreak.

So how's everyone out there?