Unexplainable Feelings

Ok, suddenly I have this weird feeling about someone. Not sure whether I am just paranoid, or I watched too much movies and TV shows and I'm letting my imagination run wild, or I am just doing this subconsciously to help me with this whole issue, or my bad experience is influencing my train of thoughts... or is it really just my gut instinct. Gosh, this is hard to decipher.

How do u know u can trust someone? How do u know that there is no hidden "monster" behind? Anyway, I know I am not one to trust someone easily so maybe that is why this is so hard...

Met up with H.J. for lunch just now and had a talk, she said that I can really keep a secret, which is true. But I also know that I can be a great updater (I dun spread rumours ok.. I update on real backed-up issues). Those who knows me will know.. Only now, I am not as active in that field. But I know what is ok to be told and what is not..

Hari ni betul2 takde kerja, cuma reading up on this Sawtooth software. Feel like I am still studying.